u/54yroldHOTMOM

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54yroldHOTMOM

I went on a wild goose chase this year. Couldn’t recover after training, felt depressed and tired, had injuries and felt like an old sag of bones.

Went to the md for a test check. Oh we normally don’t do that for people your age.. are you having mental issues? Anything you worry about blabla. No everything is great and my family is supportive but I just feel like shit and just don’t feel happy. I put a mask on at home to urge myself to play with my kids but I do it for them because it’s right but I feel guilty it feels like a chore.

Always been heavy and have Indonesian roots. Been on a 1300kcalorie diet from age 8 to 12.

Asked for lab work test and oestrogen. But oestrogen is a woman’s hormone! The doctor told me. Yeah? But I also have oestrial right? Oh ok. I explained that I did some digging that visceral fat aromatizes more free testosterone into oestrial which in turn increase body fat. and that that might have been the issue with me for a long time. I was always “lazy” my motor was always in economy gear.

We could only test for total test and he added some other things.

My total test was just above the low drop off but apparantly my vitamin d was way way below the reference point. Even after weeks of sun and holiday in sunny Crete.

On 50000ie vitamin d for 8 weeks and now on maintenance dose. My test is now in the middle of the reference range but I had high oestrial at the top range for males.

Heavily cut back on carbs. Almost keto. That is the only diet what works for me. I just eat carbs when going to train.

Maybe in my case vitamin d insufficiency and a tendency to build fat easily led to more and more visceral fat which continued the cycle since vitamin d is soluable in fat.

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Well it’s not wrong is it? If the toilet is out of order and you need to go.. just go outside and relieve yourself in some shrubbery.

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You are either like really dumb or ragebaiting me. In either case. Fuck off kindly.

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Banning disposables is a no brainer. They come with max nic salt allowed.. most of the time and quite a few are primarily developed by tobacco companies.

I wished they followed UK rules in the Netherlands. For me it’s either to visit a tobacco shop to buy tobacco flavored fluid… yuck. Almost would you go back to smoking.. I want my fruit flavors dammit. I don’t want to think I’m smoking when vaping… OR I would need to cross over to Germany and buy those stupid blu vapes at the gas station with way to much nicotine in it and which makes you vape non stop all day untill it’s empty…

So that’s what I do.. I have a few in reserve for parties but damn.. those things are addictive and I should just go to Germany when I expect a party or I’ll be vaping high nic salt all week again..

I don’t mind regulations. But treat us as adults damnit. We are allowed to buy all sorts of sweet fruity high alcohol beverages but oh no.. vaping strawberry? Think of the children!!! I just saw some underaged kid in the ER who downed two bottles of safari and what else…

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You can change your gender no problem. But your sex is written in chromosomes..

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He’s dissing us. He’s saying that all of us are as bad as he is, and our alleged demeaner made him realize he needs to better himself And he hopes we will all start acting like nice normal beings instead of being the assholes we supposedly are.

OP you Motherfucker fuck off ;)

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I asked AI. It came up with this:

Qualidea Code This 2016 anime (over 9 years old now) matches most of your description. The main character, Kasumi, is an overpowered fighter with immense strength and speed, but he’s incredibly lazy and sleepy, often slacking off or seeming disinterested in fights. He loves listening to music on headphones (similar to an iPod or MP3 player) during downtime, which fits your memory of him playing on a device. The setting involves high school-aged kids in a post-apocalyptic Japan fighting “Unknown” creatures that emerge from portals (appearing in the sky or Tokyo Bay). They belong to defensive organizations in cities like Tokyo, with squads ranked by color and role—Tokyo’s group has misfit elements that could align with your “Black Sheep” recall (perhaps mixing with the “black” in the enemy commander Aoi’s name or the squad’s underdog vibe). Magic-like “World” powers and weapon-based combat (swords, guns, barriers) are central. A key character, Canaria (a cheerful squad leader), gets “kidnapped” when she’s hit by a massive Unknown attack and captured through a portal, then brainwashed and used by the enemies to open larger portals and summon more creatures to invade Earth. This drives the plot’s climax. If this isn’t it, it might be blending with Arifureta (OP lazy-ish MC in a class summoned to fight demons, betrayal/kidnapping feel), but Qualidea Code hits the portals, organization/squad, and kidnapping-to-power-portal elements best.

Edit: just trying to be helpful. Don’t understand the downvotes.

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He shall know your ways as if born to them..

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Now now now. I didn’t get personal with you. Why do you have to hurt my feelings you big meanie.

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You can have the last word. I don’t mind.

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What a weird way to walk away from an discussion. You dont know what my question means even though the question is quite unambiguous but you dont want to continue anyway. I would have just not replied instead of having a weird meaningless last word. Since you dont want to continue anyway I’ll refrain from explaining. Ta. Have a good day.

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It’s about protecting women sports. An average man who identifies as a woman may completely dominate a woman’s sport. Which has already happened on occassion. There are federations who suggest a women’s only competition where only female born people what ever gender may compete and an open division where any sex and or gender may compete.

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Males are objectively on average stronger than females. If you can’t see this to be true than our discussion is moot.

Transphobia has absolutely nothing to do with it.

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In your opinion or scientific reasoning, does woman equals female? Or man equals male?

Instead of downvoting I would like an answer.

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You are using subjectivity to proof a point on objective sex differences. What kind of argument are you even making? It has absolutely nothing to do with discrimination and everything. Ciswoman means she is born female. She has been wrongfully accused of being transwoman. That has absolutely nothing to do with cis men. Ie born male that they on average have more muscle mass, more strength and more endurance than cis women. Testosterone shapes you from even before birth.

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It’s better to fix something before it becomes a problem. There is definite scientific evidence that transwomen have advantages due to higher levels of testosterone during their youth. Something that isn’t rectified or nullified by hormone therapies later on. People like to think that how the body was formed in earlier years is completely wiped out when the transition is being performed.

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That gave me a good chuckle.

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Ok. So how much did Blue Origin spend on building New Glen? I’d like to look at the numbers. Do you think for instance that NASA because SLS flew once was less expensively in development than Starship?

Also taking the entire history of both companies is still on topic.

SpaceX and Blue Origin have totally different ideas and implementations. For instance. Blue origin achieved orbit only once. The rest was space hopping for recreational purposes and of course getting their vertical landing in order.

SpaceX has been putting stuff in orbit like you wouldn’t believe and why starship is magnificently failing is because they want to make the most efficient system with the least amount of parts and money. Every flight is an experimental stress test. Totally opposite of what nasa used to do and what blue origin is doing. Over dimensioning having a lot of fail saves etc more expensive components to try and make the first launch as perfect as possible. Playing it save takes longer is more expensive and when push comes to shove, you can’t test for thousands of variables on the ground. SpaceX does the opposite. Iterate aggressively. No part is better than a part. They innovate on the edge. Stuff can go wrong fast but they will know the parameters and know what to fix or change. Every failure is data. Starship will also become a reliable workhorse like falcon 9 at some point. Simply because it will fly so incredibly much and SpaceX can slap those things straight out of starbase factory.

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What did Blue Origin deliver to orbit? What did SpaceX deliver to orbit?

Blue origin founded in 2000
SpaceX founded in 2002

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Probably to get guns? It just seems unlikely they suddenly believe in the second amendment though.

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Why would you comment this? Are you a moron? Stop being a moron.

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Hydra.

Edit: ik zie geen antwoorden op die link alleen maar puzzels.. wat is het nut van deze subreddit en waarom word hij mij voorgesteld?