u/AllowMeToCooooK

I wish fpr everyone in this community who is actually trying to improve themselves, to be able to one day smile again , like they mean it.

Thank you man. I really appreciate what you said. I hope it gets better tho. Not necessarily soon , but eventually ig.

Wow. Thank you man. To put all this effort into some stranger like me. I appreciate it. Its just I've lost soo much on this addiction. ( we all have ofc ) and rn im in a good streak that im actually proud of for once. Im just scared that one bad decision and im back to my old self again.

Im truly scared. Because for once in a loooong time, I have something worth losing again.

Thank you man. I dont really do DMs. Im sorry. Every single time I talked to someone on DMs. They send me some really triggering pics/videos etc. I appreciate your comment tho

It definitely gets better. And I promise you , you WILL SEE IT GETTING BETTER.

But you need to give your body time to heal. That thing you described. Thats A LOT for a body to take. Getting out of it won't be easy. But it sure as hell IS POSSIBLE

The pink one ( first 2 pictures ) look soooo pretty on you.

Hey man. Its me. The guy from "hate myself 11 days" post.

I just finished reading this up. And well... umm... What i like about this community , is that i don't see people who are losing against an addiction. I see people who are brave enough , to fight for what little they might think they have left in life.

Your story reminds me sooooo much about my own. I truly felt everything you wrote. P.M.O is not something most of us do because we feel horny and just wanna releave ourselves. You are not alone in this. Sure , a normal guy masterbates because occasionally 2 , 3 , maybe 4 times a week he feels horny and wants to just get it out of his system But in my opinion, we people here ... we DONT DO THAT. Almost non of us do it for the soul reason of "pleasure". We do it cause its a HABIT. Its what our brain has gotten used to during YEARS AND YEARS of us repeating this cycle.

Most of your problems that you mentioned in this post ARE INDEED from this addiction. Consider yourself a person who wants to run a marathon of life. But has 100 ibs of weights attached ro him.

Every habit has a trigger , an action and a reward. We people need to break the cycle from the get go. FROM THE TRIGGER One example in your case is to ... well ... never lay on bed on your stomach. EVER again. I actually recommend you to read the book "power of habits." It explains exactly what a habit is. How to brake the bad habits and how to develop good ones.

And oh ... im sorry for your lost. Your mother i mean. I wish one of these days you get to break this cycle and get free from this Filth of an addiction. And may she look at you from above and smile at you. Seeing how far you've come.

Its scary. The path. Its REALLY scary. But you can go through it. I promise you can. Look at it this way , you said you already got 50 days one time. .... I never got more than 3 weeks myself. At least to me , your a god damn hero to look up to. I would give anything to break my 21 days record.

And one last thing , yes. Unfortunately the first few days , weeks , maybe even months , are hard to deal with. It makes doing a lot of things a lot harder than they normally are. Studing , working , hell ... even just breathing is hard sometimes. But once you brake the cycle. you need to let your body to heal from what you've done to it , For years and years.

Good luck man. Just do it one single day at a time. Here in my country we have a saying : "drop by drop we make an ocean. Stone by stone we build a mountain. " Just do one day at a time. Nothing more. And ... one day ... you'll see yourself FREE.

No failure sensai. We got this 🤝

I have these three rules for myself. 1) if any cum leaves my system, I have broken my streak. 2) if I watch any nudity, pictures , videos , gifs , anything. I have broken my streak. 3) if I peek three times on anything, nude or not , just out of the sheer dopamine i get from it , i consider my streak broken

Im really poeud of you man. Every time you win against an urge , you're just getting stronger.

Keep going, every single victory counts.

See you along other soldiers in NNN

Yayyyyyy. I got a sensai in this one.

You are one day ahead of me man. 🫡

Getting ready for the NNN. This year is ours.

Keep me posted on yours. Good luck man 🩵

Tbh I haven't really watched anime that much. I've only seen death note. And I LOVED it.

Trying to watch a new one tho, soon enough.

Arigato , dude

Boy I hope so. Do you really have 1101 days btw ?

I have a number under my name ?!! I dont even know that 😐

Install an editing app on your phone. Mine is ibispaint X.

Then just add the picture in the app , press "editing" and you should be good to go

Yah ?

No sympathy here. I just have a question. Why watch porn during the streak ? I mean ... doesn't it indicate that sooner or later you're gonna slip up ??

Aside from that tho , I wish you luck man.

I dont wanna disappoint you but ... I feel like every day is hellish Ofc, each day clean is one step towards something great and amazing. But man , it takes soooo much to endure some of the days.

Good luck man

Search up "unf**k yourself 90 days" in Google I think you can find it real quick after that.

Lol. No I just color the brain day by day as I progress 11 days of noFAP , hint , 11 part of the brain colored.

Alright man. Ill try my best to give it a try.

Thank you <3

Im gonna fight among many other soldiers. This year im gonna last through the whole NNN

Oh wow. Im sorry to hear that man. I really am.

But hey , you're still here. This shows character.

I wish you the best of best. Show us how great you are

It has 90 small parts ( each hemisphere 45 parts. ) each small part representing one day. And ... well ... I color one part as i complete a day in my noFAP.