u/ItsaMeSandy
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I was young, dumb and didn't know how to let go of a dead and abusive relationship.
I was 19yo and 2years into my first "real" relationship with a 21yo guy. He was very jealous, controlling and abusive (verbal, mental and physically). He used to accuse me of cheating all the time, when that would never cross my mind, and tell me he would kill himself is I left him when I tried to break up.
Well, turns out me and my befriend ended up falling in love, we were both waiting for the breakup and one drunk day we got tired of waiting. That gave me the strength to actually leave that relationship even through the threats and start a healthy on a few weeks later (I didn't want to rush anything after the last one and was still a bit shaken. He waited patiently).
17 years later and I'm still happily with my partner in crime.
EDIT: Oh, and it turned out he was the one cheating on me the whole time, for 2 years straight. What a surprise, right?
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Trash took itself out. Celeberate it, you're free!
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Girl please. You're looking for natural beauty? Just look, actually, really look at that second picture! What would you say if it was a complete stranger instead of you? Your smile could blind someone with how much it makes you shine.
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It at least tries really hard to be.
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This was my picture on Twitter before I deleted it.
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Nice way to say you look like a foot
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And you think AI is the only way to fake something? I forgot everything was real before.
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He's so fugly! I love him!
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good
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yea. i gave up even trying to look good. Now i suffer from pretty bad self-esteem issues and body complexes.
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It is a purposeful breeding of a disability. Can they live a happy life disabled? yes. Should they have to? Hell no. Stop paying for this animal abuse!
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Foda-se! Caralho! Puta que pariu lá o raio desta merda!
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Take a guess?
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Girl you are not three months pregnant. If you were you wouldn't be starting this kind of dumb shit, or you are extremely dumb yourself and in that case, you shouldn't even be reproducing.
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I have struggled with this all my life, tried everything. Stimulants, magnesium, meditation, white noise, lots of exams, and what finally helped was a micro dose of antidepressants before sleep (1/4 a pill of the smallest dose of mirtazapine available). It has no other apparent effect apart from waking up actually rested and ready.
Even though i never had issues falling asleep, my brain works so much at night that it would exhaust me. This just tells him to chill a bit and rest.
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We usually feel overwhelmed, anxious or under pressure pretty easily, but we are much more resistant to it than others.
I start to feel anxious about something way before others do. They need more to be affected while i am already preparing for the worst. Once shit hits the fan, everyone panics while i keep on going with my previous level of anxiety. It makes me able to drive complicated situations to safety.
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Who are you? What is this contest for? What's the winner's prize? What are you going to do with the photos and their rights?
This is so sketchy.
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Qual era a nacionalidade do autocarro?
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No, fuck you.
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Fucking lol
Yes. Yes I would rather just. Absolutely