u/PermitSpecialist9151

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You do comprehend evaluation or no? Are you the dog advice police? Go away troll.

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The opposite, and treated like a fuck boi. So I became what they wanted.

And when I wanted to become committed I was told by my friends girlfriend that I was not relationship material.

That stuck with me. For years I continued to womanize like a sex fiend.

I would cheat on partners who didn’t let me have my way because I knew I was irresistible. This is the opposite end of the spectrum.

The only people who I felt wanted me were sluts, is what I convinced myself and therefore I was not “worthy” of love.

Hence, I would sabotage anything going in the direction of love and commitment.

Strangely, the girl that told me I was not relationship material has cheated on my friend. She would also act strangely when I would come over. Almost as if she was upset I was not ogling over her. Perhaps it was her way of insulting me.

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Looks like to dodged a drama queen. Once you learn how to ride a bike, you cant unlearn it. I’m way older than her..you’re correct, she used you and I’m sure she’s waiting for you to fall to pieces since you already opened your deepest self to her. So, knock it off and dust yourself off. She’s nothing and you know this. Do you have any idea howwwwmanyyywomennn are out there single? Tons!!! I’m old, old old almost 55. You are feeling rejected and it’s confusing. But so what. It’s a game for her and you dodged a bullet. Next time around, date multiple people at once so you don’t get fixated on one too fast. And for the love of god always rub one out before a date.

Make them work for you… You are worthy and it’s time you know your worth and then.. add tax.

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He knew you were not from America but expected you to have the same expectations of customary practices. You can do better. People who seek dating out of their norm must be open to differences.

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https://youtu.be/pqe3U27qhf0?si=T9cKCBqnnFB-1sxW

In this journey what your experiencing is more common than you could fathom. I’m 54 and will tell you enjoy the ride. Know your worth, then add tax.

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Menstruation is based on hormones or sterilization. I’ve experienced both. You can keep your ovaries and remove uterus or vise versa. Medical induced contraception also manipulates hormones. Some females also may experience lighter or cycle based on diet/nutrition and even physical fitness which also affect hormones. Rage bait is a fairly new concept.

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Honestly, none of them bother me. If someone is using it in a derogatory way towards you, they are trying to hurt you. My scar tissue is so thick with age. In fact, a week or so ago an online troll attempted to hurt me with: You wish you were born a boy. To which I responded: Actually, I love when my girl sucks on my titties and I can’t imagine not having a vagina. Only crickets after. I think he was trying to be smart and do a trans hate attempt. Hence, nothing can hurt me. The internet breeds fake courage. And real life hate, well.. No one attempts it. Why? Over the years I’ve become unapproachable. Making someone think twice is the goal. They say it’s a man’s world. So kick them in the nuts where it hurts most. Men intimidate men with intimidation tactics. The biggest dick swinger wins. They don’t know how to play this game. No winning for them here.

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Well da fuck. Someone finally said it and I applaud you for not sugar coating it in this new world of “masc”. A fairly new term that IMO the same as dyke…Yup, stem, futch, even Kai Kai.

Back in the day when I was their age we thought we were transgender. You know, a third gender. Some heavy shit went down with a celebrity and all hell broke loose as Bruce Jenner suddenly went public like some spokes person. The community OG’s went buck wild (and bit in a good way) like … “Wait what?” Because for some reason Jenner was seen as a “hero”. For me personally I wasn’t sure why.

During around that time I noticed new slang/terms being thrown around. The first time I heard “masc” I was like wtf is that she looks like a dyke, what’s with the make up. They super femme but say they not. Simultaneously the “trans” movement and slowly “Butch” was stepping back into the darkness watching it all quietly. Trans doesn’t mean transgender like it did but somehow people through it meant transitioning.

With all the confusion going on next thing you know everybody cutting their tits off and on T. I’ve had acquaintances who were Kai Kai who had long hair, wore pantries, make up, who treated me as “yuck” and handful of years later through social media I can clearly see they have cut their long hair off and now present butch, even no more make up yeah. Sooooo. Being butch is an evolution but some just don’t want to own it. That’s ok cause if somebody is stem so be it. This ain’t a food chain just know us Butchies don’t have no problem with the word butch. It’s not an insult. I own the word, the room, I take up space and as hard as the masc wants to portray themselves I always get the extra respect in person even more so than with Butchies. Which is strange to me but whatever. Strange in a way like they feel uncertainty, or maybe it’s lack of confidence of who they are. And it’s ok to not know, but what’s not ok is for anyone who claims masc to be more butch than a butch but dislike how Butch we are, but praise ftm. It’s all word salad lol I had to pay my dues too. I had to evolve. But it’s also important to never allow “butchies” to step back into the darkness ever again. Kudos on you for emphasizing this subject no one talks about. Bet I’m not the only one who was cringing watching The Ultimatum -Queer Love. Tiff had me laughing and cringing at the same time. I wanted to wipe all that foundation off.

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YOLO. If it makes you happy to return to the islands, listen to your gut. If you need to visit the current market I suggest hicentral website. As far as food cost, there is always budget hacks. You will always be your “best” friend because you know your hearts true desire most.

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It’s because of new words and when Jenner took stage the new kids and social media. I’ll Always own “Butch.” In fact, interestingly enough with the word “trans” being so “in the news” recently, hate is trying to rise I just have to share lol my experience lol Someone on social media felt the need to attempt to snoop my Facebook and felt they could offend me calling me trans and that I’m just mad because I was born a girl and want to be a boy. I snickered so hard. My response was: Sorry Hunnie, nice try but I’m a butchy and I love my tits and pussy 😂

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Really? It’s Underground Labs. People have been getting hormones on their own way before treatment ever existed. I’m old so, I guess I can break it down for you. Kind of like say GLP1 which some recognize the name brands like Ozempic, Semaglutide. Those have been around nearly forever through UGL. Those are brands, not what it actually is.

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UGL

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Because humans dislike rejection. And humans with low body count (not by choice) are even more sensitive.

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I’d laugh then take them home to my girlfriend.

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Lol

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No. I’m 54 Went through the same. Aloha is too commercialized. What learned from my experience growing up is that people will do to you what you allow. My very first bully was my mother. She learned her lesson in my 40’s when I put her in a choke. Never again. It is very hard to not become jaded when the world can be so cold at times. This shit builds character. That’s what they call It. It’s actually trauma. A strong support system doesn’t exist for everyone so eventually we learn to be our own hero.

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So if you did nothing wrong, make a report against the person reporting you. They already know who it is. It’s called harassment. Sometimes you have to teach people valuable lessons in life.

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