u/TaffingTaffer

Cthulhu can have me. I got nothing else going on

I thought it was funny

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All will be assimilated.

OMG I'm smart Cirno!

Buy!

OMG I love it.

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Dwaaaaaaoooooowwww pretty Pachy!

Was fully expecting to see it rolling instead

Basically just described one of the delusions I've been suffering on antipsychotics. Old addresses and phone numbers. Freaky shit, but as far as I can tell it doesn't actually mean anything. Just gotta try to let it go. It's super scary how your brain can go loopy.

Personally, I feel like the genders mean nothing in tarot. Narratives that make a lot of sense tend to otherwise feel nonsensical if the genders are brought up. Like they are often wrong about gender and I can only assume it's a nebulous 'energy' thing at best and not an actual physical gender.

I love listening to it and sort of 'playing' it. I hold my head up right to it to get that vibration.

I like to walk up and ring it now and then too 😊

Thank you, this makes me feel less crazy. I've been trying to tell them it's ADHD, but I did two different ADHD tests and they both came back negative. They'll never believe me.

I'm more distressed by the psychosis tropes I've been experiencing this year. I feel like I wake from a weird dream every time we switch meds.

Cool thanks, I am interested. That guy seems to talk a lot of sense but I never heard this.

The star tetrahedron stayed perfectly still. It glowed a soft white kinda yellowy glow. It wasn't bright, but it lit up my rather dark room for the brief moment it was there. Like I was just at my computer and the room got a little lit up like somebody turned a lamp on. I turned to see who was there but it was just this thing floating over my bed. I stared at it for a couple seconds and then it blinked out of existence, taking the light with it. Spent the next 30 minutes checking my shoulders, freaking out, and trying to recreate what I thought was a weird illusion. Not high, drunk, tired, just bored and at my computer. Feel like an NPC having to shrug and pretend like it didn't happen, but what else was I gonna do? I kept it to myself until seeing a psychiatrist this year and honestly answering when they asked if I ever had hallucinations.

Told them I saw a star tetrahedron floating in my room for a few seconds, maybe 2.5ft tall and wide. Also said I saw dazzling stars in my periphery a couple times. I figured it didn't happen again for so long so no big deal. This year they thought I had bipolar and gave me lamictal which caused psychosis, made me believe in God, and brought back the dazzling stars a couple times. I don't think it's fair to call me schizo after the pills made me weird.

In the Rider Waite deck, saw my dead Dad's younger mustached face in the wing on the right of the temperance card.

I feel like I see my home in the 6 of cups reversed.

Wtf you talking about? When I told the psych and neuro psychologist about seeing lights, they diagnosed me schizoaffective.

Hmm i think I might like this deck. Thanks for bringing it up. I'm pretty new and only have the Rider deck.

What a journey. After watching this, I clicked through some other ones that popped up in the feed. The acting in this one is way better for some reason. Now though I just wonder how I fell for it. I guess I was bored enough. I didn't even know this was a genre before now: fake police bodycam ragebait videos.

Oh snap, koakuma. They got me. I've been wanting a koafumo for.... wow it's been so long.

I like this and it's truth. If somebody intended to hurt you and failed, it goes back to them. Maybe not noticeably, maybe not immediately, but it will. Protect your own ego. They hurt themselves if they can't hurt you.

Yea. I never even felt human. I feel like I just don't belong here. A real waste of time being stuck in this body.