u/WastedPresident

Go fuck yourself Rafael

2/2 chickens

SATIN

Hey, y’all don't have a baby killing tree in your hood?

Better than a sledgehammer. RIP

People sleep on the 4 barrel griefer-sleeper setup

Make shit good

This one made me laugh. Short and smoky

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Bad takes throughout.

Ça va?

VERN

Arschgeburt

This comment inspired me to cement this as a subreddit: r/2boomerangs Also inspired by r/2healthbars

You’re braver than I am, I don’t want you to feel ashamed. I’ve put a knife to my throat or a razor to my wrist in front of people two times in my life after a rejection so I’m going to speak out too. I chickened out mentioning it a few hours ago.

I’ve warned people, including the wife I mentioned that it can happen. Even with the people I’ve warned, it’s always seen as manipulative in the moment. I’ve been called psycho by more than one person.

To me in the moment. I feel as backed into corned by self destructive urges and by how negatively people are perceiving my meltdown. One of which was in front of an audience of more than just the person who rejected me. It came out of nowhere the first time tbh. No planning, no thought. Just. Instantly feeling like I can’t be in this world anymore bc I’m tainted. Bc I “cant” let go of people. I’m always the one who takes longer. This hasn’t happened with every person who has rejected me, and certainly nobody that I barely know. It’s always with those that I’ve shared my fears, triggers, hopes and diagnosed with. In the moment it feels like I am unfit to live, the pain is everywhere in my body. I know I’m not normal but saying psycho is just derogatory. I’ve never hurt anyone, only myself. I’m not seeing or hearing things that aren’t there, so It’s not psychotic. I just experience an intense urge to not feel. An intense hate of my “flawed” organism. All the interpersonal pain I’ve ever felt coming out at once. I’ve been in therapy the past 9 years of my life. I’ve been to residential, rehab. I’ve mentioned this, but I’ve always felt like it goes beyond what it’s been labeled as.

The earliest memory I have of someone else doing something similar was my dad. I was 13 and he was trying to sell my sister and I on moving to a new city in hopes that he could land a job there. My parents were separated and we both firmly rejected his idea (as kids often do). His response was to scream at me in the car that if he doesn’t get a job in the next year, he will hang himself. I felt like that was manipulative directed at children. I feel like my situation is different, what if I’m not? Idk. My dad also beat me and told me it was my fault, and I (male) haven’t done anything remotely similar. I just have intense periods of wanting to die and who is watching doesn’t matter. I’m sorry for the huge dump. I’m not sober right now so your comment opened some floodgates. I feel like if I was at least understood in those moments. That I feel trapped in my own skin, blaming everything on myself. I wouldn’t want to die as much. I agree. TW, Self harm.

It’s a pain so severe I’ve routinely burned myself, cut, broken my own arm beating it with a stick, bruised my face, bruised and cut the rest of my body to feel relief. Bc suicide would hurt other people. But I still hate myself. I quit work after an episode of this lasted too long and I hospitalized myself. I told my best friend at work that I wanted to self immolate using the cleaning products and had to leave. Now I’m starting from the bottom self esteem wise again.

I didn’t make this connection for myself. Any time I have an appointment, or something important later in the day I can’t relax. If my appointment is too early I can’t sleep worrying I might oversleep, but if it’s late in the day I can’t do anything else except wait and “idle”. I worked a job last year where I started at 2pm and worked until 10pm. I had to eventually leave bc I was only eating one meal a day after 10pm and getting heartburn from sleeping too early after. I started depending on cannabis to force myself to eat, but that turned into another issue.

BONK

Simp

It’s tiny

Looks like you’re going to photocopy my asshole if I need to go #2

Jokes aside, this is brilliant :)

Gary aBusey

So if we go for it might as well make sure to get everyone with the nukes then? MORE NUKES! /s

Pecos Hank is a gem.

If you dig deep enough, almost everyone who has done good will have something fucked up that they did. Similarly, people who make a lot of fucked up mistakes are not incapable of good.

I hear your side, but you also show some ignorance for how people get into these situations. Few people fall into the category of “I think I’m going to do a large dose of cocaine/whatever and head out for a joyride in the car. Not saying anyone should, it’s very likely she was regularly driving under the influence over the past X number of years. Rational thought really isn’t a part of an addicts repertoire after a certain point.

So what do we do? We already have reasonably high penalties for DUI/DWI in most states (although it is heavily skewed towards being more of a nuisance for the wealthy). Recognizing that it’s a long plummet to the bottom and increasing funding for evidence-based programs regardless of socioeconomic status or “moral worthiness.” It would be a start.

I had more than one friend become addicted to opiates. However the local problem is so bad the suboxone clinic informed one of them and his mom (a nurse) that he must have had an overdose in his history to receive the free treatment he sought. He had to pay out of pocket for an addiction-specialized psychiatrist to receive suboxone. The only reason he hadn’t suffered an OD was that he intentionally bought fentanyl and measured out the doses himself, knew how to dilute effectively in water and only stuck to maintenance dosing. He’s been clean for 3 years now.