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Thanks... but I know I'm a good man at heart. I care deeply about the people I love and my friends. My mistake is loving a narcissist and giving them chance after chance. My mistake was giving someone the benefit of the doubt until I was mentally broken. I cried in her arms multiple times about her abuse, only to be told "I'm not going to change". I gave her a mom, a family, home, friends, patience, and a promise of the future. She felt scared because deep down she feels guilty. I was there for her when she told me she wanted to die. I gave her everything I had. She was never harmed... if you're who I think you are, you'll find it troublesome being with someone who never apologizes or accepts apologies. Don't say you weren't warned. I'm upset because I believe you don't get to choose who you love. Only how you act with said love. Also that's not how therapy works lol.

You don't gotta worry about me at all man. Just don't say you weren't warned of the red flags ahead.

Like mid October? It's been a few months since

We honestly just had different ideas in mind. I wanted to build a meaningful life together and she just wanted to have fun. It sucks, but it is what it is.

I gave her chance after chance until I had a full on mental breakdown tbh. I've been doing better now that I'm in therapy. Post sounds one sided because I suck at writing lol.

I just don't understand how someone can be so shallow. We had built so many memories that I thought both of us cared about. We practically grew up together. If you had a chance to have a deep relationship that mattered, would you throw it away just to use another guy? I don't understand.

I will try my best. Thank you for your advice and kind words.

Thank you. The only reason why I'm taking it so hard is that she told me she wanted to build a future together while she didn't do anything herself. I don't think that betrayal will ever go away. She always told me that she refuses to change or grow despite changing and not realizing. I honestly just blame myself for not being good enough for her to change. I don't think that feeling will go away either.

I like it

When you put it that way it makes a lot more sense, got extra confused when OP said they both loved each other. Either way hopefully OP finds a person they would/want to marry in the future since this one clearly isn't it.

I don't understand? If this is someone you want to marry I would assume you'd try to make anything work, it's not like you're limited to being pen pals

I only had windows installed because of my league addiction, it feels nice to be daily driving Linux and doing hobbies I dropped because of league again(still playing games though!)

Maybe I'm lucky because I consider most of the AAA games trash, but I personally have not had any issues lol

Yeah OP needs to check for clips or track match histories if he actually cares

Why are you using Arch ARM for a server? Of course you're having to do tweaks and fixes all the time, its a rolling distro.

Ah man stories like this give me so much anxiety lol, one day I could trip wrong and then I wont be able to do math (or any other hobby) ever again, or not the same way

lold

I hope for your sake you grow or go through healthy character development in the future. There are people who go their entire lives without any of it.

This dude doesn't realize that $500 is a lot of money for anything! Quick! Everybody point and laugh!

So fucking true, I switched from league to dota(haven't played that much quite yet) but my biggest gripe with league was that there so many champions that just had it easier and you had to play perfectly to not die. God forbid you get counterpicked, then you play perfect and still die. Enemy locked in draven(with senna for more fun)? Time to play safe and give up everything while maximizing farm for 20/25 minutes. Mind numbingly boring just because someone locked in one champ

I personally use premake, it makes settimg up cross-platform projects an absolute breeze

4 years is a VERY short amount of time, just because a data breach or exploit hasn't been found in four years makes zero gurantee that it wont happen in the future. The LOL userbase is also significantly bigger than Valorant and has more varied hardware across their users.

No idea why you're being downvoted lol, VAC is notable for not being a kernel AC