u/sithpleg

I just swore off yugioh dont you go pulling me back in

Kino

Me with Baccano

Its not a book but I would suggest you play Alone in the Dark it is a detective story told from one of two perspectives so you can play it twice and get a slightly different experience. I would say its most similar to the early parts of Lotm when Klein is doing detective work into mysteries during the first two volumes

If I want caffeine I usually drink just a small amount of green tea

The Rogue Trader from well Rogue Trader

I've gotten better then I once was last panic attack was about a month ago but I have felt close multiple times. And recently as well I have been feeling increasingly unsteady again its probably because my birthday is coming next week and its got me thinking back on my life and where I am and everything thats happened

A little bit of Caffeine can help me especially if I drank it from tea rather than coffee as the way your body digest them from the two sources is different. It can give me just that little bit of focus or push that I need at times but to much will definitely mess with me so I try to take it slowly and sparingly

I bring a thermos of chamomile tea with me it helps alot

Oh god I hate that I much prefer a back and forth exchange with a person where over time we can exchange ideas, knowledge and personal experiences. I had one guy I barley knew only talked to him twice decide to trauma dump on me now while I can sympathies due to my own experiences problem is one I wasn't ready for that kinda information to just be dumped on me and while I tried to reassure him he didn't give me to much wiggle room to get a word in but having to just listen and barely being able to engage in a conversation like that left me feeling well drained. Also dudes ghosted me its been a couple month but I still haven't seen him return to the club.

An exchange I had more recently was with a older coeworker that I've gotten to become friends with she's a great lady but one day she decided to share some of her trauma with me I was able to to actually have a conversation with her and shared some of my own back both of us reassuring the other and in the end didn't feel as drained but more something I don't know the word but it didn't make me feel odd and drained.

I didnt even notice I was to busy looking at Nami and Robin

Yeah I can't have coffee anymore makes me jittery. I can handle a smal amount of caffeine but usually only from tea and just as small pick me up

I have a love hate relationship to Christmas I have no problem giving gifts to my brothers or even visiting family during the holidays I like most of them my problem lies with literally everything else where I live it gets too hectic and crazy around this season so many people come here its terrible and working where I do I have to deal with them and it drives me nuts. This is going to be my first year with my anxiety as bad as it is and I know I'm going to hate it.

Depends on the severity at the time, right now I feel cold, dreadful and nauseous with a tingling sensation in my stomach and chest and I feel like very tense and a need to escape but I can't go anywhere. I've felt better but also a whole lot worse then this.

Yup

I feel you there works been making a mess of my usual schedule and its terrible on my anxiety if I get my preferred shift closing its not so bad but if I have to open its the worst most of my panic attacks that I've had at work happened during the morning shift.

I thought this was going to be a r/lostredditors moment but no your just a troll

John Creed world famous assassin

Divination nots not as strong as Magicians but their anti divination is stronger

Both are good typically what I do when getting into a series is I watch the anime then read the manga if I liked the anime enough.

I won't lose to much just myself, There are some things more important than others.

Thanks I've talked with my grandparents they were very understanding amd helpful

I get were your coming from I think two of the biggest helpers I've had to get me through anxiety and depression have been the Fallout games and Warhammer 40k and dark souls because in those settings everything sucks but people make the best of it they can and humanity prevails against the darkness of the night. Being able to see characters push through those terrible conditions gives me confidence to keep pushing myself.

For me its a bit of a double edged sword I can either find something that helps me or hinders me I've learned to avoid certain topics and key words but with googling I can end up in a rabbit hole that will only make me feel worse.

I haven't actually thrown up in a few months but I do get spouts of dry heaving if my anxiety is particularly bad one of the more unpleasant experiences I've had to deal with with anxiety.