u/yokyopeli09
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Effective altruism is basically a cover for billionaires to appear like they're not a massive parasite sucking the world dry.
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Why even have segregated wards at all?
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Oh believe me, I get it. Brains are crazy, when I was at the height of my health OCD my brain was somehow able to psycho-somatically replicate the symptoms of each illness I was afraid of. Your brain is very good at tricking even your body.
It turned out I did have fibromyalgia and a vitamin deficiency, but that was found after the worst of my OCD.
Sadly acceptance of death isn't going to break the OCD cycle, because the OCD cycle isn't actually about the object of your fear, it's about your brain being stuck in a fear-comfort loop.
Even if you have the Zen-like acceptance of a monk when it comes to death, your OCD will only manifest in a different way until you rewire your brain out of the cycle. Take it from me who's been there.
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With my health OCD I had to force myself to meet all of my fears with a simple and blunt "Yea maybe." and leave it at that.
"Oh God do I have a brain tumor-" instead of going to Dr. Google (never go to Dr. Google, Dr. Google is not your friend if you have OCD) I forced myself to say "Yea maybe."
Sit with the anxiety, then it passes.
It teaches your brain to stop comfort seeking and breaks the cycle.
I did that over and over again, often one after another, until finally I no longer got the fear thoughts.
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Finasteride may have contributed to my current mental health collapse. Be careful, if you start to feel any depressive symptoms stop immediately.
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Yup. Your natal chart shows how you relate to other people, how other people see you and treat you. For example someone with Scorpio Pluto in the 1st house can be intimidating to others, or someone with Mars and Mercury in hard aspect to each other could find themselves in frequent arguments with people.
It's worth asking.
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Try posting your natal chart on an astrology subreddit, they may be able to give you more insight, especially if this is a reocurring issue.
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That was my guess too. It just sounds like the name of a nursing home.
I would say if you stop engaging immediately and move on with life that this will likely blow over.
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Sorry that would've sounded better out loud in real life as the gay man that I am-
Just noooooo. Even without looking at it psychically there is no kind of man who cheats on his post partum wife who is worth being with. Do not do that to yourself, you deserve so much better.
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Girl
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Pite palt
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Amen.
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I don't think you feel better. Hope you do soon, cheers.
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Does it make you feel better to say that?
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I've been in your position OP, I feel for you deeply, but do yourself a favor and breakup.
I had a deeply traumatic and abusive childhood that's caused me a lot of confusion in what a relationship is supposed to feel like, and I've been in relationship after relationship that's felt just like this because I didn't have the experience or tools to understand how it was supposed to be.
But this isn't how it's supposed to be. You're supposed to actually enjoy being with someone, and being alone is better both for you and him than being together when it's wrong.
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I'm an American trans intersex person who moved to France, and it is absolutely better here to be trans in almost every measure. Respectfully, you don't know what you're talking about.
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Definitely. I teach painting and truly half of my job is helping people understand that you're not going to be a master from the start, and that that's okay and good actually, because it's the process itself where the value comes from.
Some people are able to let go, but some people really cling to perfectionism. I try to let them know it's good because you made it. We're beings meant to create, and you creating anything at all is exactly what you're meant to do. Once you throw out all the words and narrative in your head about what it's supposed to be, you find the joy that's inherent to the process.
My favorite part of my job is helping people discover that.
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If you're gonna use it then be honest that you think mentally disabled people are less than and that's why you're comparing them to the one you're insulting. Same thing with gay as an insult, if you really thought there was nothing wrong or demeaning with being gay you wouldn't see it that way.
Just be honest and don't act like you give a shit.
I'm autistic with learning and speech disabilities and I've had this word thrown at me my whole life, I hate this word. At least be real and say "yea I think it's embarrassing to be like you and so I wanna make someone else feel bad by comparing them to you."
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Does that mean airplanes are now illegal in the UK?
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You're depressed, not ugly.
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AI
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Fart piss poopoo peepee is how I cured mine
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They're both autistic as fuck as you can pry that from my dead autistic hands. Your downvotes steel my conviction, bastards.
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Fuck off AI
It was considered and that's enough for me. Trans Dr. Girlfriend till I die.